Is this... odd to you?

Question 1
Is this... odd to you?...  I have very.. very murderous and suicidal tendencies. VERY. They're pretty... horrific actually. I can give you some things that I've talked about with my close friend about Suicidal attempts. And it's perfectly normal conversation to us:

(9:25 PM) Jackie:Choking lets you feel the pain of dying though. It lets you feel your own heartbeat stop. And I know. Bleeding isnt bad at all. Blood leaking from your body is enjoyable. I cant feel the pain of any cuts I inflict. So bleeding to death is the second best option for me if I ever got angry enough at the world to finally end my life.
(9:27 PM) legends never di:*snorts lightly* oh so you wana feel it eh? injest amonia or bleach...also another fun way to suffocate is called compression..used to be middevil tourture rocks piled on your chest till it colapses..
(9:28 PM) legends never di:*smiles some* heh..drawn and quartered ~<#
(9:29 PM) Jackie:Id love to feel it. To know deaths coming just by the feeling your heart slow down, your chest stop heaving. Itd be.. enjoyable. -Leans back and snorts, smiling a bit- Bleeding to death you just bleed dry.. no real fun in that. Compression... youd crush yourself. Your body wouldn't be perfect in death. Which is how I want to die.
(9:31 PM) legends never di:*laughs loudly* death is hardly ever perfect..blood pools in places causeing some bery nasty bruses..it coagulates there death is hardly ever perfect..efficent to no end but hardly perfect
(9:32 PM) Jackie:-Looks back at the ceiling- Well thats why I want to die perfectly. I want to do something not easily done. I want a complicated death that ends in simplicity.
(9:33 PM) legends never di:good luck with that. its hardly ever acheved..id know
(9:34 PM) legends never di:*smiles* tho when i die..i want it to be a mess..so bad in fact they have to figure out whos body parts are whos..*smirks* paint a picture on the sidewalk or walls..

Or

(9:42 PM) legends never di:takeing an empty needle and injecting air into your bloodstream
(9:43 PM) Jackie:-tilts my head- nnn.. sounds nice. You dont know what it does though? You just know it kills you?
(9:43 PM) legends never di:i think it might cause a heart atack if im right..or cardiac arest
(9:43 PM) legends never di:im not sure..i know ittl kill you tho
even if its not that big
(9:45 PM) Jackie:thats odd. Probably from the contaminants in the air or something, or something. Maybe carbon dioxide overdose. Especially if you inject it into a vein thats carrying blood to your heart. THatd cause a heartattak in a few minutes
(9:46 PM) legends never di:and not to mention when blood hits air it clots
(9:46 PM) Jackie:True. It can cause the vein to burst too.
(9:47 PM) legends never di:mn *nods and smiles* we sound sooo saine
(9:48 PM) Jackie:-Smiles back and chuckles- Totally. -Tilts your chin a bit-
(9:48 PM) legends never di:*snorts lightly and smiles* tho i positively love talks like this
(9:49 PM) Jackie:-Snorts a bit and crosses my legs, playing with your chin- Same here. Its relaxing. I love talking about this kind of thing.

P.s. shes my girlfriend really. We love eachother, but we're not really dating.. /: if ya know what I meaaan

So anyway
Do any of you all think I MAY need a counselor... seriously?
Errr my parents don't give a fuck about me. Just saying

Answers
1)   TL:DR - Mike

2)   Well except for the fact that you have no idea what would kill you, it sounds kind of fucked up.

But I don't really care, because that's your guys' thing. Carry on. - Veiest Strata Non Rete

3)   Thinking about hurting yourself and/or others is a pretty big flag. Talk to your parents or school counselor about it. - ?

4)   Short answer? Yes! - Jay

5)   Yes! I would sugest going to a therapist. - ChLoE would be my name

6)   if u talk bout that all the time then yeah u need help thats not normal ha - PhatMatt

7)   seriously, i think you both need to see a suicide and prevention counsellor... among others. but you can only decide what your going to do. think about how your parents would feel if you commited suicide or murder, do you really hate your life so much? because adolesence gets better. It probably doesnt feel like it if your having trouble, but it does. trust me. i was gang raped. pregnant at 15. had to finish year twelve somehow and im now a nurse and a mother. - ?

8)   If you seriously need want to die; do so. I don't mind if there are less suicidal people out there. All you need is a .45 or a shotgun. - ?

9)   Umm... it definitely doesn't sound very healthy to be talking about stuff like that. But as long as you wouldn't do anything like that, I think you're okay. It's normal to have evil thoughts, and though those are kind of extreme, I hope you wouldn't do any of those things. - Hasavann

10)   You should start writing music. Seems like you got some great material for Slipknot. You could make some money. - Mike

11)   if that is what turns you guys on...but ew - Angela G

12)   it isn't too weird to me we are who we are could you perhaps be goth? do you watch a lot of horror movies do you have any friends that get murderous and suicidal thinking in your head?

hope this helps :) - Jennica

13)   yes I think you may... - Adrienne

14)   I think you should pack your bags and live with a house of counslers - Diva E

15)   i dunno, are you on drugs? i remember a shroom trip once where i started thinking about insane horrifying ways i would die. at the time i wasn't afraid of them but now it freaks me out just to think about those ideas. - BonJagger

16)   Ya a counselor might be a good idea... Unless you're doing this for attention in which case a hobby would help. Good luck bro. - Ben


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Question 2
how do you get rid of scars?...  how do you get rid of scars i have some on my arm that are very noticable

Answers
1)   Umm i dont think u can get rid of them mayb surgery idk scars are auppose to be permanent - Anthony

2)   there is a product out there called mederma..they sell it a wal-mart. I used it on a Surgery scar and it looks a lot better. - Angela G

3)   You can't, they are permanent. However, if you rub liquid vitamin E on it everyday, it will help dull the scar so its not so noticeable. - joearnold00


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Question 3
My parents found out im bulimic?...  I'm a 11 yr old girl, at a good healthy weight, a while ago I was bulimic, so my parents found out because of this diary I kept now they're seeking professional help etc. even though I've told them I've stopped ( I have stopped, I don't think im fat anymore)
The reason I became bulimic in the first place is my friend told me I was fat (im not)

How can I get my parents to lay off just a TAD because it makes me feel really gross & wrong whenever they talk about it
please help thank you

Answers
1)   just tell them how you feel, what you think and be honest. I'd still see a counsellor though because you don't want a reoccurence.

hope this helps.

P.s its just being a teenager and a 11 yr old girl. - Bianka

2)   They are just worried about you, they only care for you. Dicussing the topic may break the wall barrier that u have created by becoming bullimic. It was your decison and you should repsect your parents and answer any of their questions. If u were the parent of a bullimic child you would do the same. - ChLoE would be my name

3)   I guess if you probably start to talk to them about it and what you were going through, they might realize that you're over it. Tell them what happened and why you became bulimic. And just tell them that you're doing a lot better. Spend more time with them and let them know that you're yourself again, and that you're going to be okay. Hope it helps! - Hasavann


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Question 4
I think I have Swine Flu. Do I?...  This morning i woke up with a really bad soar throat and headache. It went away but when going to my second period class i got the worst headache of my life and i felt as if i were going to vomit. The symptoms i have are as follows: soar throat,headache, nausea, and runny nose. I have been tired but thats been going on the last few weeks. Is this Swine Flu or could it be some virus or something?
right now i am having severe nausea.

Answers
1)   It is the flu season, so it could be any of the viruses causing flu like symptoms. - Shakera

2)   Symptoms of swine flu are....

* unusual tiredness,
* headache,
* runny nose,
* sore throat,
* shortness of breath or cough,
* loss of appetite,
* aching muscles,
* diarrhea or vomiting.

That sounds kind of like what you have but you could just have a regular Flu, I've been there before and it sucks just see your doctor asap and get medication for it. - cheechmcgooz


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Question 5
What could be the cause of a red blood shot, discharging eye? I've had it for 3 months and have had antibiotic?...  I've gotten antibiotics for conjunctivitis, but it keeps coming back. There is a little bump on my eye lid and my eye lid is swollen. It does not look like a stye. I'm in college and so my student health center is run by nurse practs. who have almost killed me twice by prescribing antibiotics I'm allergic too, not to mention sending me home with a torn spleen telling me i was "fine". That was 2 years ago... Anyways, I've had this eye problem for 3 months. I cant go to an eye specialist till thanksgiving because no one here accepts Kaiser insurance! Please help!

Answers
1)   GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM, I know its not helpful but I dont want you to go blind. bYE. - Michael B.

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